Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Goodbye my Sun


How does death deal with death

I am no savior... no messiah.

Why is life pain... why is this space empty.


Why do I know how it feels to loose though I have never lost

What happened to you where did you go

Do you even know my name...

Even now my heart and mind speaks yours..

Little hands and little feat...

Night falls and a sudden breeze through my bedroom window..

Cold and empty here in bed I lay

Little shadows dancing on the wall

Laughter of an angel wows and...

Brings a tearing smile to my face

I never had the chance to know or hold you in this life...

Another part of me left to the void of null existence

No!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t want to go on I don’t want to listen...

Listen to all these screams that lead to comforting madness...

My only solace is chasing your face in my dreams...

A falling tear captured in still picture reminds me...

Reminds me that I can’t go where you are...

I cannot leave this place yet...

For your brief moment of breath you instilled this fearlessness with in me

You are a piece woven into my soul...

Such beautiful tapestry of the finest and strongest silk...

Go now, dont wait here in this place...

Be free... Be free from the taint of this world...

You are and will always be forever

Let me lay you down to rest in this heart of mine

Let what it holds for you comfort you

Give it the chance we never had

Let it make us one in all...

Let me say goodbye to you...

Goodbye my SON...

1 comment:

  1. He once held you in the emptiness of his heart
    The sheen of tears still glistening on his hands
    I mourned the loss of life inside his own
    Watched him lay parched on my dismal sands

    Nightmares lay awake at his side
    Yet somehow, he finds comfort in such a dark hole
    Never will the memory of you be forgotten
    No matter how aggressively it tears at his soul

    To feel something..anything..
    Is to hope that you are still homeward bound
    To know pain & heart-rending loss
    Is to know you can still be found

    Perhaps you roam close to my womb
    Since from her arms you were torn
    The taste of life taken from you so abruptly
    Dare I say you were promised to a Winterborn.

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